Depression

Many people, including me, have a thing called depression. Some people think that depression is just being sad. Its much more than that. In some cases, long term depression can turn into a disorder. Over the last few years, I've been bullied and have alot of bad experiences. Bullying was the most effective and was the trigger of my depression. I was pushed off tables onto the floor, blamed for stuff i would never do, and harassed, and even cyberbullied. I've been through alot. Even though, its hard for me to help anybody with depression since i havent even found a way out of it but i do know to stay strong and dont harm yourself. About 7 years ago my parents got divorced and about a year later my mother got re-married. Having divorced parents is a hard thing to deal with. Going back and forth between parents really is stressful. Truely, i feel like ive never been truely happy, but im not giving up and whether your just sad or your depressed, i think you should keep going and stay strong. When im upset, i try to provide me with something to do like write or listen to music but if i am really having problems, i talk to family members and friends. I just try to think: "I have alot more than some people dont have right now and i should be thankful because they feel alot worse than me such as people that have no home or no food." As a person that has been depressed for years, i have my ups and downs, like sometimes my depression is worse at a certain times than others. Theres a song by my favorite artist that has gone through some of what i have. She is Demi Lovato, some people may know her, some might not but her new song "Skyscraper" has a personal feel to me.


"Skies are crying, I am watching, catching teardrops in my hands,only silence as its ending, like we never had a chance, do you have to make me feel like theres nothing left of me, You can take everything I have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass, like im made of paper, go on and try to tare   
me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, as the smoke clear, i awaken, untangle you from me, would it make you feel better, to watch me as i bleed, all my window, still are broken, but im standing on my feet, you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass,like im made of paper, go on and try to tare me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, go run run run, gonna stay right here, watch you disappear, go run run run, its a long way down, but im closer to the clouds up here,you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass,like im made of paper, go on and try to tare me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper,  like a skyscraper!"