Bullying and Judging

I'm writing this on all social networks or blogs i have:Look,I know people hate people because they dont like the same things or they judge people by what they seem and not by who they are. I hate when people do that. It makes you think "What did I ever do to you?!?!" I understand. People can be mean and rude. No one can do anything about it. But if there are any haters or people that have judged me or anyone reading this, You dont have to like everyone but dont just go around making rumors and hurting them. They are strong to have made it through the crap you give them. Dont hurt them, respect them. Who cares if you dont look the same or like the same things?If you were treated like that wouldnt you be hurt? Just stop with all this bullying crap. You are ruining people's life just because you dont respect the differences. Same with Celebrities, they try everything to make their fans happy and all they get is hate and judgements. Just be a good person, see how good it will feel to make someone happy instead of upset or angry. Not everyone has the same story, one person can be hurt and one person can be happy, but if you just help that hurt person at work or at school, you could help them instead of breaking them down. Now  not everyone is mean to other people, but if you are or you know someone that is just stop and have the people that do it too stop hurting people that never did anything to you. You have a right to like what you like,so why cant they? You may hardly get bullied, so why do you have to put them through that? I think that the world should shape up. Some people made others so hurt and even so far that they are suicidal. Just try to make someone happy and make their day. Who cares what they look like? or what they enjoy doing or even what they are intrested in? Just even saying Hi to someone instead of speading drama. Maybe its hanging out with them for a day. Just treat people how they want to be treated. And for the people that get bullied, Dont get revenge to the people that do or have hurt you and tried to break you down, you beautiful and strong. Everyone is. God made us all beautiful. And you cant fight fire with fire. All you get is a bigger fire.


~Allie 

School

For me school starts soon. I really dont want to go back to school. I hate school. I used to like it a lot and i know the reason why i hate it now. School starts the 8th of august (also my cousin trinity'd birthday) I dont know, the only reason i like going to school is because i have a few friends there.

Depression

Many people, including me, have a thing called depression. Some people think that depression is just being sad. Its much more than that. In some cases, long term depression can turn into a disorder. Over the last few years, I've been bullied and have alot of bad experiences. Bullying was the most effective and was the trigger of my depression. I was pushed off tables onto the floor, blamed for stuff i would never do, and harassed, and even cyberbullied. I've been through alot. Even though, its hard for me to help anybody with depression since i havent even found a way out of it but i do know to stay strong and dont harm yourself. About 7 years ago my parents got divorced and about a year later my mother got re-married. Having divorced parents is a hard thing to deal with. Going back and forth between parents really is stressful. Truely, i feel like ive never been truely happy, but im not giving up and whether your just sad or your depressed, i think you should keep going and stay strong. When im upset, i try to provide me with something to do like write or listen to music but if i am really having problems, i talk to family members and friends. I just try to think: "I have alot more than some people dont have right now and i should be thankful because they feel alot worse than me such as people that have no home or no food." As a person that has been depressed for years, i have my ups and downs, like sometimes my depression is worse at a certain times than others. Theres a song by my favorite artist that has gone through some of what i have. She is Demi Lovato, some people may know her, some might not but her new song "Skyscraper" has a personal feel to me.


"Skies are crying, I am watching, catching teardrops in my hands,only silence as its ending, like we never had a chance, do you have to make me feel like theres nothing left of me, You can take everything I have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass, like im made of paper, go on and try to tare   
me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, as the smoke clear, i awaken, untangle you from me, would it make you feel better, to watch me as i bleed, all my window, still are broken, but im standing on my feet, you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass,like im made of paper, go on and try to tare me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, go run run run, gonna stay right here, watch you disappear, go run run run, its a long way down, but im closer to the clouds up here,you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass,like im made of paper, go on and try to tare me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper,  like a skyscraper!"

Family, Family, & Family

My Family is coming from everywhere. My Aunt Tami came from Arizona, My step-sister Val also came from Arizona, my cousins and Aunt Sandy came from Colorado Springs. Its nuts. It seems so busy like a family reunion or something. Geesh! 

Makin New Pages

Look Out For Some new pages. I might add things like my songs, maybe some game, maybe even a guest page.

Finally got that song done (well the lyrics)

Hurricane (new original song lyrics)


You told me you feel so unimportant,
But really you're just scared,
You hid from the light,
tried to stay out of sight,
But there's more to you than you know 


You're a hurricane,
Stronger than the biggest wave,
You make your own paths as you go,
But still you don't let the fear show,
You're bigger than a crowd,
You're ahead of the game,
Cause' you're a hurricane


Keep on Going,
Just don't let go,
Tell everyone what you mean,
Cause' You're so important to me,
Don't stop movin' on,
Just keep on getting faster 


You're a hurricane,
Stronger than the biggest wave,
You make your own paths as you go,
But still you don't let the fear show,
You're bigger than a crowd,
You're ahead of the game,
Cause' you're a hurricane


Don't slow down,
Don't let them pound you to the ground,
Just so you know, 
people love you more than they show,
Rise above them now,
Show them who you are,
Your the hurricane
(The hurricane)
By Allie Ellison :)

Casey Anthony to get out July 17th Now/Dead Lady

Yes, Yes I know I've been talking a lot about Casey Anthony but she is the latest news to everyone. People around the world are debating whether or not Casey Anthony got away with murder. She was originally sentenced to 4 years in prison for every year she wasted time lying to the police. The judge reduced her trial to only a week. She was supposed to get out July 13,2011. But instead she gets out July 17,2011? What happened? They said she owed time and money for how much the investigation cost so she will now pay money and stay a little longer in prison. 


Dead Lady Found in Pueblo West
Well I've been in a different place than where I normally am, but while I was gone, police recently found a dead body of a lady in Pueblo West. She lived in Pueblo, but the autopsy showed that the death was of natural or unusual causes. They are still figuring out how she might have been killed or died.

Bugs Bunny

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Irish Wristwatch/New song (maybe)

Well about a month ago, I became aware that "irish wristwatch" is extremely hard to say without spacing alot between the two words. Haha. You should try to say it,I say Irish Wishwash. :) anyway I'm trying to write a new song. I usually write songs every other week or so or whenever I feel like writing a song but I have writers block. I didn't know what to write here even for 2 hours. I'm trying to write a song on feeling important or being yourself. Nothing too inspirational has come up yet though. :(   

Cool Song/Casey Anthony?Again?! And my story.

"I let it fall, my heart, as it fell you rose to claim it, it was dark, and i was alright, until you kissed my lips and saved me, my hands they're strong but my knees were far to weak.Stand in your arms without falling to your feet, but theres a side to you that i never knew, never knew, all the things you said, they were never true, never true,and the games you would play, you would always win, always win, but I set fire to the rain, watched it pour as it touched your face, let it burn while I cry, cause' i heard it screaming out your name, your name"

Set Fire to The Rain By Adele

Okay, so Casey Anthony was sentenced to 4 years in prison this morning. She had lied to the police about finding her 2 year old daughter Caylee. But then the judge changed his/her mind. Casey Anthony will be released from Prison in just one week. They are letting a guilty woman leave prison early?!

Anyway I wrote this story in 6th Grade about a girl whos hair turns blue when she cries that was a prompt in writing class so I'll see if I remember it but I'm gonna put it in first person but it was originally in 3rd person :

 I was at school talking to my friends about how bad it would be if whenever someone cried that their hair would turn blue. Over the rest of the day I kept thinking about it. How many people would be able to deal with something as bad as that? That night I got up to get some water, but instead stubbed my toe on the corner of my bed. I began to cry and when I went to my bathroom to wash my tears away, I realized my hair was blue! Could this be a dream? I wanted to scream,but if this was real would I wake my parents and brother? The next morning, I ran to the mirror to see if my hair was still blue or if it ever was. I found myself rather glad that my hair didn't look blue at all. I got dressed and ate breakfast before getting on the school bus to go to school. As soon as I got there, I ran to my friends to tell them my crazy dream but, instead I fell on the pavement and began to cry. Everyone began to stare at me. Why? Their mouths were wide open in astonishment. I ran to the bathroom to see what was wrong. My hair was blue again! It couldn't be. My dream was really reality. How could just one conversation turn into something more, even maybe a curse. I had called my parents to go home, even though my hair was no longer blue. They picked me up and told me that the principal told them what happened today at school. They took me to the doctor , but the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me although I beg to differ. After a few days of not crying, I had began to cry because one of my family members had passed away. Luckily, this time, my hair didn't turn blue. I don't know how or why it disappeared but, I was glad. I decided to never take a conversation so seriously again. Maybe that would help what had happened in this situation.

THE END

Becoming a Flexitarian

Well lately, I've decided to make new health and eating choices due to multiple reasons. I'm becoming a Flexitarian. Flexitarianism is where you occasionally eat poultry and fish or seafood. This is cutting out pork and beef for health, environmental, and animal reasons. I chose to become this because honestly i relied on beef and pork for food and I want to prove to not only others but myself that I can become different than relying on meat. Now why a Flexitarian? Why not a regular Vegiterian? Well see, meat gives you protein, and I don't always eat cheese and eggs that give you the right amount of protein. So if I occasionally eat poultry and fish, it will give me enough protein on some days that I don't eat cheese or eggs. Maybe as I get older, I may become a regular Vegiterian but I want to ease myself into just trying to be a Flexitarian.
Some facts about Flexitarianism:

• Flexitarians are also known as Semi-Vegiterians
• Flexitarians and Vegiterians are not the same (as in they arent both vegiterians because there is no such thing as a occasionally meat eating vegiterian.)

Flexitarian diets include:

• Salads
• Cheeses
• Eggs
• Fruits
• Grain 
• Bread (also can be grains)
• Dairy Products
• Vegies
• White meats (Poultry and Fish Occasionally)

My Outcomes and Thinkings on becoming a Flexitarian:

Well I honestly think I've been eating alot better. This includes, not drinking as much soda or eating as much junk food as I used to and instead going for fruit smoothies or salads. Becoming a Flexitarian, was pretty easy for me ( its only been almost 5 days) but as I keep refusing to eat red meats such as pork and beef, I have found myself becoming stronger in trying new things and health wise. Honestly, I think I'll be a Flexitarian for a LONG time. 

How It Helps People and Environments:

• Doesn't kill as many animals
• If just 2 people become Flexitarians, it will help as much as one person becoming a vegiterian
• It reduces Food Poisioning
• It reduces litter ( Usually fast food salads have very little packaging)

If you want to know more about Flexitarians and their diet go to:

http://vegetarian.about.com/od/glossary/f/flexitarian.htm

Another Quiz

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID
1. I play with legos xD
2. I dress like i did in 4th grade
3. i like to pretend im a super hero x)

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD1. I have dyed my hair before
2. I like to be alone sometimes
3. i am older ;)

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO1. become famous
2.stay a semi -vegiterian (flexitergian)
3.i want to sing better

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “BOY”1. i always wear long jeans
2. i love the colors blue and green
3. i dont act too girly

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “GIRL”1. i like to go shopping
2. i wear make up (not very often)
3. and i like jewelry

THREE NEW THINGS I WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS1. to stay a semi-vegiterian
2. new food
3. to get more active and healthy

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME

1. Heights (in things with no tops)
2. Aliens
3.Ghosts

THREE CHARACTERISTICS OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO ME

1. Funny
2.Nice
3. Honest

THREE THINGS I JUST CAN’T DO1. Cartwheels
2. P.E.
3. sing (i think i sing bad but i dont know)

THREE CAREERS I’M CONSIDERING1. Acting

2. Astronomy
3. Forensic scientist

Weird Survey thing

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and write the sentence here: made on a basis of money, not health.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there? a package
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? WOWP
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:1:03
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 1:00
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? a fan
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?yesterday, to go inside
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? Facebook?
9. What are you wearing? Pajamas
10. Did you dream last night? Sure did!
11. When did you last laugh? right now.
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Paintings
13. Seen anything weird lately? not entirely
14. What do you think of FacebookCraze.com? nothing..
15. What is the last film you saw? as in movie? Cars 2.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? well i would buy groceries.. and then maybe give some to charity
17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know: I like cats.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, what would you change? the way people treat each other
19. Do you like to dance? YES YES YES!!! :D
20. What do you think of the president? He could be better
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Zoey 22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Jake23. Would you ever consider living abroad?Say what?
24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates? Thanks for giving me a great life.

Brick eating Grandmas,My Song (one of them) and More!

Heres a Pic of an old lady eating a brick
that i got off a funny show:

I'm Still Missin' You (Original Song Lyrics)

(VERSE 1)

I was walking through the rain remembering all the pain

When i lost you

i cried for hours thinking of all the memories

we had together.

Oh Oh. I miss the laughs we had,

I wish we could relive the memories we lost.

Too Bad You're Gone.

CHORUS:

You've been away for a while

and I can't even crack a smile

because i need you.

I want to feel you close to me again.

Oh Im still missin' you!

If you Only knew!

(VERSE 2)

I've been waiting to see your face,

something that no one can replace,

You need to know how i feel

I need to have you with me

I just can't help it.

Im still missin' you.

(CHORUS)

You've been away for a while

and I can't even crack a smile

because I need you.

I want to feel you close to me again

Oh Im still missin' you

If You only knew!

(Verse 3)

Heaven took you away

taking the smile off of my face,

but im glad your happier now

I wish you wouldnt have left

It took my breath away

Oh Im still missin you

more than you know,

Its just so hard to show!

(verse 4) (ending)

So i was walking home one day

wishing you didnt get taken away

but you did, my dear.

It felt like i cried my heart out,

I didnt even get to say goodbye

because you had to fly. oh

Oh. Im still missin' you

(im still missin you)

okay now here is one of my favorite songs of the month of June/July:

Made a wrong turn

once or twice

dug my way out blood & fire

Bad decisions thats alright welcome to my silly life, mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood, miss no way its all good, it didnt slow me 

down,

perfect Pretty pretty please, If you ever ever feel like you’re nothing You are perfect to me. The whole world’s scared so I swallow the fear So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it’s a waste of my time Done looking for the critics, cause they’re everywhere They don’t like my jeans, they don’t get my hair Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time Why do we do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that..? Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..! Pretty
 pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel Like you are less, Less than perfect Pretty pretty please, If you ever, ever feel Like you’re nothing You’r are perfect to me! ~P!nk

New Blog/News/Orange Juice/Video

Well Ive made a new blog! :) This one is gonna be more me!
Anyway I like cheese! :D
So Have you heard of the Casey Anthony case?
Pretty bad huh?
C'mon Legal System, you let
a woman get away with killing her 2 year old daughter?!?!
and Fourth of July was a pretty intresting one.
There was a fire! O_O
Oh and I know this is immature but its sooooo funny! xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxIKEBzzPFA
Anyway i was reading this blog because i wanted to know
about my favorite show and some new episodes and the guy said this

It's a weird, simply, hilarious premise, and I feel 99.999% sure it will make you laugh until orange juice comes out of your nose (assuming, of course, that you're drinking orange juice while you're watching it).

 If orange juice comes out of your nose and you're NOT drinking orange juice, see your doctor immediately.


It was pretty funny. So funny i almost blew OJ out my noise and in fact i was
not drinking any orange Juice.Lol.
Anyway Bye Bye!