Bullying and Judging

I'm writing this on all social networks or blogs i have:Look,I know people hate people because they dont like the same things or they judge people by what they seem and not by who they are. I hate when people do that. It makes you think "What did I ever do to you?!?!" I understand. People can be mean and rude. No one can do anything about it. But if there are any haters or people that have judged me or anyone reading this, You dont have to like everyone but dont just go around making rumors and hurting them. They are strong to have made it through the crap you give them. Dont hurt them, respect them. Who cares if you dont look the same or like the same things?If you were treated like that wouldnt you be hurt? Just stop with all this bullying crap. You are ruining people's life just because you dont respect the differences. Same with Celebrities, they try everything to make their fans happy and all they get is hate and judgements. Just be a good person, see how good it will feel to make someone happy instead of upset or angry. Not everyone has the same story, one person can be hurt and one person can be happy, but if you just help that hurt person at work or at school, you could help them instead of breaking them down. Now  not everyone is mean to other people, but if you are or you know someone that is just stop and have the people that do it too stop hurting people that never did anything to you. You have a right to like what you like,so why cant they? You may hardly get bullied, so why do you have to put them through that? I think that the world should shape up. Some people made others so hurt and even so far that they are suicidal. Just try to make someone happy and make their day. Who cares what they look like? or what they enjoy doing or even what they are intrested in? Just even saying Hi to someone instead of speading drama. Maybe its hanging out with them for a day. Just treat people how they want to be treated. And for the people that get bullied, Dont get revenge to the people that do or have hurt you and tried to break you down, you beautiful and strong. Everyone is. God made us all beautiful. And you cant fight fire with fire. All you get is a bigger fire.


~Allie 

School

For me school starts soon. I really dont want to go back to school. I hate school. I used to like it a lot and i know the reason why i hate it now. School starts the 8th of august (also my cousin trinity'd birthday) I dont know, the only reason i like going to school is because i have a few friends there.

Depression

Many people, including me, have a thing called depression. Some people think that depression is just being sad. Its much more than that. In some cases, long term depression can turn into a disorder. Over the last few years, I've been bullied and have alot of bad experiences. Bullying was the most effective and was the trigger of my depression. I was pushed off tables onto the floor, blamed for stuff i would never do, and harassed, and even cyberbullied. I've been through alot. Even though, its hard for me to help anybody with depression since i havent even found a way out of it but i do know to stay strong and dont harm yourself. About 7 years ago my parents got divorced and about a year later my mother got re-married. Having divorced parents is a hard thing to deal with. Going back and forth between parents really is stressful. Truely, i feel like ive never been truely happy, but im not giving up and whether your just sad or your depressed, i think you should keep going and stay strong. When im upset, i try to provide me with something to do like write or listen to music but if i am really having problems, i talk to family members and friends. I just try to think: "I have alot more than some people dont have right now and i should be thankful because they feel alot worse than me such as people that have no home or no food." As a person that has been depressed for years, i have my ups and downs, like sometimes my depression is worse at a certain times than others. Theres a song by my favorite artist that has gone through some of what i have. She is Demi Lovato, some people may know her, some might not but her new song "Skyscraper" has a personal feel to me.


"Skies are crying, I am watching, catching teardrops in my hands,only silence as its ending, like we never had a chance, do you have to make me feel like theres nothing left of me, You can take everything I have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass, like im made of paper, go on and try to tare   
me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, as the smoke clear, i awaken, untangle you from me, would it make you feel better, to watch me as i bleed, all my window, still are broken, but im standing on my feet, you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass,like im made of paper, go on and try to tare me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, go run run run, gonna stay right here, watch you disappear, go run run run, its a long way down, but im closer to the clouds up here,you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like im made of glass,like im made of paper, go on and try to tare me down, i will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper,  like a skyscraper!"

Family, Family, & Family

My Family is coming from everywhere. My Aunt Tami came from Arizona, My step-sister Val also came from Arizona, my cousins and Aunt Sandy came from Colorado Springs. Its nuts. It seems so busy like a family reunion or something. Geesh! 

Makin New Pages

Look Out For Some new pages. I might add things like my songs, maybe some game, maybe even a guest page.

Finally got that song done (well the lyrics)

Hurricane (new original song lyrics)


You told me you feel so unimportant,
But really you're just scared,
You hid from the light,
tried to stay out of sight,
But there's more to you than you know 


You're a hurricane,
Stronger than the biggest wave,
You make your own paths as you go,
But still you don't let the fear show,
You're bigger than a crowd,
You're ahead of the game,
Cause' you're a hurricane


Keep on Going,
Just don't let go,
Tell everyone what you mean,
Cause' You're so important to me,
Don't stop movin' on,
Just keep on getting faster 


You're a hurricane,
Stronger than the biggest wave,
You make your own paths as you go,
But still you don't let the fear show,
You're bigger than a crowd,
You're ahead of the game,
Cause' you're a hurricane


Don't slow down,
Don't let them pound you to the ground,
Just so you know, 
people love you more than they show,
Rise above them now,
Show them who you are,
Your the hurricane
(The hurricane)
By Allie Ellison :)

Casey Anthony to get out July 17th Now/Dead Lady

Yes, Yes I know I've been talking a lot about Casey Anthony but she is the latest news to everyone. People around the world are debating whether or not Casey Anthony got away with murder. She was originally sentenced to 4 years in prison for every year she wasted time lying to the police. The judge reduced her trial to only a week. She was supposed to get out July 13,2011. But instead she gets out July 17,2011? What happened? They said she owed time and money for how much the investigation cost so she will now pay money and stay a little longer in prison. 


Dead Lady Found in Pueblo West
Well I've been in a different place than where I normally am, but while I was gone, police recently found a dead body of a lady in Pueblo West. She lived in Pueblo, but the autopsy showed that the death was of natural or unusual causes. They are still figuring out how she might have been killed or died.